Seventeen-year-old nikki wildy is a singer/songwriter, creating and recording diary entries from her basement in Glenelg, MD. Writing her first song 5 years ago to the karaoke track of Meghan Trainor's "Dear Future Husband", her original songs continue to evolve with stacked harmonies and new instrumentation. As her music transitions from the cute, upbeat tunes of her earlier years, into a new world of flowery pastel ballads and ukulele, she draws inspiration from mxmtoon, clairo, and chloe moriondo. From songs about being allergic to the outdoors to her fear of one day becoming an actual adult, she hopes to transport listeners into the chaotic world of yellow that is her brain.
I don’t think about you much anymore,
Though I probably should.
I could tell you all the things that I’m sorry for,
But would it do any good?
I guess that this is all really my fault
That I should have just slept
There’s been way too many “I should've”s thought,
But not a single tear wept
And we both know that no one’s gonna say nothing
We both ain’t really in the mood for discussing
Everything that went down.
Maybe we were rushing.
Guess that I was tired of being alone
But, I won’t pretend that I can’t stop thinking about you
And I won’t pretend that I haven’t gotten by without you
And I won’t pretend like there’s a weight deep in my chest
No I won’t pretend I miss you
But I can’t help but wish you
The best
I remember it was you on my mind
The memories locked away
You kept running through my thoughts all the time
Back when I wanted you to stay
And I was sorry for the mess that i made
that you didn’t deserve
It wasn’t easy watching what we had fade
a bond not easy to preserve
And we both know that no one’s gonna say nothing
We both ain’t really in the mood for discussing
Everything that went down.
Maybe we were rushing.
Guess that I was tired of being alone
I won’t pretend that I can’t stop thinking about you
And I won’t pretend that I haven’t gotten by without you
And I won’t pretend that there’s a weight deep in my chest
No I won’t pretend I miss you
But I can’t help but wish you
The best
Might’ve been your reputation
Might’ve been the sleep deprivation
Both wanting to avoid confrontation
Cause enough is enough has been said
So moral of the story certain promises are worth it
And some promises are worth the hell of making ‘em
I will be okay
No one’s gonna say nothing
Wish you the best
Can’t help it but I wish you the best
I won’t pretend
I won’t pretend that I can’t stop thinking about you
And I won’t pretend that I haven’t gotten by without you
And I won’t pretend that there’s a weight deep in my chest
No I won’t pretend I miss you
But I can’t help but wish you
The best